LYRICS
All lyrics written by Alexa Joan Rae, and some by Omar Ghaznavi.
Melodies and performance by Alexa Joan Rae.
No auto-tune was used in the making of this record.
RED/BLUE/BLACK/WHITE
Chase the night
Laced in light
It’ll break the knife
It’ll break the knife
It’ll break you
Nothing’s forever
I’ll never forget
Pacing long hallways
Filled with regret
Emptiness, permanence
Swallows me whole
Nothing can save me
I’ve sold my soul
This could be better
If I fall to my knees
Could it be better
When all I can see is
Chase the night
Laced in light
It’ll break the knife
It’ll break the knife
It’ll break you
Running from nothing
And everything same
Who am I
What am I
Nothing to gain
Every emotion tries to escape
Swallow down hard
As you run across yellow tape
This could be better
If I fall to my knees
Could it be better
When all I can see is
Red Blue Black and White
Chase the night
Laced in light
It’ll break the knife
It’ll break the knife
It’ll break you
EXIT WOUNDS
Only 20 broken and I’m non stop shaking and I
keep shaking and I
keep shaking
only hoping that I won’t stop faking that I
keep faking that I
keep tracing
Are you so different
Are you so different now
I am a non-believer
Left you all behind
Without a second place
I am a true deserter
But some things stay with you
Some things stay
I am the non believer
I am the true deserter
Watch out the past is teething
Make sure the futures breathing
I was given money so I stopped time thinking that I
Stopped thinking that I
stopped thinking
I was making wishes when you won’t stop facing a lie
stop facing a lie
stop facing
If you would listen now
But you won’t listen
If you’d just listen now
Just keep missing
I am a non-believer
Left you all behind
Without a second place
I am a true deserter
But some things stay with you
Some things stay
FINAL NIGHT AT THE DUPLEX
I’m not a bad kid
Just toeing the line
We stand in circles
To pass the time
Another bust
Our final grand ball
You’ll self destruct all on your own
I’m not a bad kid
Just toeing the line
Between what’s theirs and what is mine
You say misfortune
Happens to the best
Natural disasters
Are part of the test
The waves keep coming
It’s part of the plan
The tide will calm again
I’m not a bad kid
Just toeing the line
I’m scared and know
It’s worse this time
I’ll die, die faster
I know we’ll reunite again
ESCAPE FROM WIDE ISLAND
You sit there silently groaning
Impatient for me to numb
I brace myself for moving time
Oh, I wish you hadn’t gone
Oh, I wish you hadn’t gone
Wish you hadn’t
Wish you hadn’t
Wish you hadn’t gone
I can feel you everywhere
Everywhere
I can feel you everywhere
Everywhere
Everywhere
You watch by apprehensive
Fragile with what you say
As long as you stick to the script
I’ll get better some day
I’ll get better
I’ll get better
I’ll get better some day
I’ll get better
I’ll get better
I’ll get better some day
LIKE A WRAITH…
I’m out on a line
And pulling back
I’m not in my mind
But can’t see the past
I’m past that line
But you can see
I’m falling behind
The truth will find me
Stay with me
I’m learning
I’m learning
I was told the truth was why the teachers did their part
But they always seem so caught up in the fold where I became the fallen
I was told the proof would make the preachers fall apart
but they only seem to watch the young and
prey when I would taste the fable
Running in place
Can’t get on track
Fading away
And I’m never coming back
On thin ice
Cracked and frozen
Passing the time
To not feel broken
LAST CALL, FOR ANXIETY
Reaching
I keep reaching
I keep reaching
I was breathing
But now I
Save
your days
Make them live up
But don’t wake me now
Take
A break
I won’t give up
But don’t leave me out
Why won’t you leave me now
Why don’t you hear me now
Why cant you see me now
Why won’t you be me
Why won’t you leave me now
Why dont you hear me now
Why cant you see me now
Why can’t you
Break apart their lives
Seek the hidden treasure
I can make them understand
But I prefer the pain to measure
I became the only watchman
In a time when friends were dead
If I had a second chance
I’d only put my men ahead
Maybe one more night
Take the learning lesson
I would etch them ever-present
But I guess I’ll wait for heaven
If takes a thousand trials (short)
Besiege your son and never guess him
I’ll be waiting past the gates
Another chance and I won’t miss it
I’ll just wet the beak and
wait a week til i can
see the floor beneath my feat and
solve the problems then
Make me feel the heat and
Catch me in the street
I won’t be faced with one
I’d rather wait and take on ten
Cuz I’m never gonna make em mine
Cuz em never gonna take a lie
No Im never gonna give it time
I’d make them face the knife
take another bump of ice,
(nights young)
pick another lover
(die young)
make another mother cry of
just another case of
(bad batches)
Reaching
I keep reaching
I keep reaching
I was breathing
But now I
Break apart their lives
Seek the hidden treasure
I can make them understand
But I prefer the pain to pleasure
I became the only watchman
In a time when friends were dead
If I had a second chance
I’d only put my men ahead
Maybe one more night
Take the learning lesson
I would etch them ever-present
But I guess I’ll wait for heaven
If takes a thousand trials
Besiege your son and never guess him
I’ll be waiting past the gates
Another chance and I won’t miss it
DREAMS DYING ON A DANCE FLOOR
I am flesh and bone
All skin
Knees and toes
Hardwire overload
Just punch it in
And you’ll crack the code
And I’m running out of battery
Make love to an LED
Stuck to my hand like glue
Falling face-first into you
Swipe up if you’re feeling low
If you got no place to go
And I wish I could go back for more
Dreams dying on the dance floor
If you wanna feel something,
Well hey
Better run away
Better run away
I was just in line
all in all
Stake the vantage of
Open mind
It was just one time
I saw more
He said it’s alright
Don’t you cry
You are skin and guts
Play once
And you’ve had enough
Hollow empty core
Are you still there?
Lemme check your pulse
And I’m running out of battery
Can somebody please plug me
Swiper right if you feel inspired
And you’re not too flat out tired
Bet you wish you could go back for more
If your soul isn’t dry enough
To fit in a plastic cup
Dreams dying on a dancefloor
CAUGHT IN A TRAP
Small steps
Back and forth
No need to keep up
If you look closely
You’ll see that they’re all stopped
Frozen in time
Frozen in place
Frozen in mind
At the same old pace
Broad strokes
Frowned upon
Can’t seem to wake up
Another inch pointless
Like them you’ll end up stuck
Caught in a pattern
A spinal tap
The same sad cycle
Caught in a trap
It keeps me missing mom and my old hideaway
But the sting that follows always tends to choke the honest answer for my...
Take these and call me if the pain still finds a way
I trapped the stanza in a capsule if the past won’t take a break
Below lies
Can’t be like them
Silence will kill me
Choose words carefully
This life is not for me
Trapped and redundant
I’d lose my mind
Fading like shadows
Tethered to time
I face my monsters
Dead in the eye
I face my monsters
So I could survive
HOW TO MAKE IT THROUGH ACT III
Take
My faith
It’s safe
To leech upon the offspring
But I can’t
Seem to place
Each mistake
I kept holding on...
The chance to fall in love
Change my son
Find us
Break for once
Find us
I’ve been living under broken sun
Never told, I was the only one
If they take another life before
The source we hide will hunt
Take
My faith
It’s safe
To feast upon the offering
But I can’t
Seem to place
Each mistake
I kept calling off
The chance to fall in love